Musings of the Love Drunk

I lay in your arms and I look up into your eyes. Shaded by long, thick lashes, they watch the images flicker across the television screen. You glance at me and I swear I see you smile. I can feel your heartbeat. It's going so very fast.

How can you say there is nothing, when all your actions say otherwise?

I roll away. What am I even doing? You've broken my heart. If I get my hopes up, you'll break it again. Playing with my emotions is a cruel thing to do. You may not intend to be hurting me; you may not intend to be playing with my emotions. But, you have this effect on me that I cannot control.

Please, just tell me there's something so I don't have to be confused any more.

I like you, okay? I love you! Now, stop tearing me apart. I need you to tell me how you really feel. Really.

Author's Note

I wrote this about a year ago, suffice to say, it didn't go over well.

Reviews

[17thWhitePrince]

Loved this piece !!!

I loved how you couldn't take it anymore and just wanted it done and over with !!! How you just wanted to know how he felt about you and how he FEELS about you !!! You clearly Love him but he doesn't show the same Love back =/
Good for you for standing up and saying Hey I Wanna Know ... Do You Or Don't You Love Me ??? !!!!!!!

- sorry it didn't go over well though -

[Audrey]

Thanks! It was rough at the time, but I felt so much better once I knew. Well, not initially, but in the long run.