An Open Letter To The Boy I Let Walk All Over Me

A Poem by writingmyself

An Open Letter To The Boy I Let Walk All Over Me

You walked all over me, but I blame myself for it. From the moment I met you, I knew you meant something to me and that's when the troubles began. You knew you could do whatever you wanted and I would still come back to you. The biggest mistake I made was allowing this to happen. I let my feelings towards you control me, and I know it was not healthy for me.

You took everything I had. You took it and never gave it back. To this day I still believe a part of me I will never get back, you own me. You took complete advantage of me and I let it happen. I knew what was going on but a part of me just wanted you so bad I let you take me to where I never wanted to go. You'd hurt my feelings and made me cry in my room at night, but the next day I would be there back at your feet begging for more. You broke me.

I can never blame just myself for what you put me through. You knew there was something about you that I just couldn't let go. You knew what you were doing to me but you didn't mind. But now I must thank you. Thank you for making me realize I deserve better. Thank you more making me realize I deserve a guy who will love me back, and for showing me you aren't that guy.