Bittersweet

I need to fill this void with something substantial

She doesn't know what's between us

that when you kiss from my lips and my throat

to my gut

My mind goes away 

and my eyes slip shut

beneath your hot weight

You steal my thoughts from home

to warmer places 

Help to forget these faces

Once held to my own

I need to embrace this addiction

to release what I should have held instead

replaced by toxicity

with burning cheeks and a foggy head

I'll wake up from this high

but not for days

.30 and she's gone

as it all fades to grey

Author's Note

down go the floodgates of my inhibitions