I think I just realised something

basicly about trying to control something but always just end up at the start. Like a round about.

I Think I Just Realised Something

You Got The Signs That Everyones Been Looking for.
You Tell The Lies That No One Is Fooled By Anymore.
And They , They Know Somethings Not Right!
And You Still  Carry On This Lie

Why do you keep on spinning in the same direction?
I think it's time to take a big step off your round about.
Cause This Is Getting boring and it's not what you want.

Is This a nightmare even though it feels like a dream?
The world passes by me as if im not even there.
But it feels so cold and fake ,yet i feel so high and happy.
And I know somethings not right but I still carry on this lie.

Oh Help me Someone Help Me!
I feel Lonely But No One Will Help Me!
I Must Be Ok Cause No One Says Other way?
I must Be delusional and think this is really real?
This must be fake and im must ok.
because no one cares or says other way.
no one says other way !

Why Do You Keep on going round In The Same Direction!
I think it is about time to take a big step off that thing;it is getting old and im tired.
Why is this so boring? I am so bored!
This is not what you want,,, no ?
So Why Can't Stop and Why cant you use your control?
I never chose to be like this.
I am a completly different soul.