Tired of habits

Dark truth poetry

I'm so sick of that chaos. It feels like I have been haunted by past regrets; it's pulling me back to old ways. Hurting myself won't help. Getting yelled at for speaking the truth? Goodness, what kind of world is this? Can I just say the truth for once instead of these deceiving lies? The power I have is to read others and keep quiet. Why do I have to keep my talent quiet and let others get what they need? I keep it a secret so they won't be hurt. I'll never say what's behind the dark truth because everything goes black and white. How shall I ever say what is true? I'm the type of person filled with happiness amidst chaos, never really calm, mostly a rush of thrill. I'm so sick of that chaos. I'm so sick of that chaos. It feels like I have been haunted by past regrets; it's pulling me back to old ways. Hurting myself won't help. Getting yelled at for speaking the truth? Goodness, what kind of world is this? Can I just say the truth for once instead of these deceiving lies? The power I have is to read others and keep quiet. Why do I have to keep my talent quiet and let others get what they need? I keep it a secret so they won't be hurt. I'll never say what's behind the dark truth because everything goes black and white. How shall I ever say what is true? I'm the type of person filled with happiness amidst chaos, never really calm, mostly a rush of thrill. I'm so sick of that chaos. https://pin.it/5ziOfR0Pz I quote i only speak truth in poetry not lies only what needs to be said. I don't belong in this cruel generation only peace.

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[Twilight]

Well, quite some food for thought in that piece. A fair bit of angst and self-doubt, seems to be leaking through.

There is some rage too, both directed at yourself - and the big world outside.

So, try not to expect too much from yourself or the world outside. Truths can hurt, and everybody has some difficult truths to contend with; so remember it's far from being just you.

To help boost yourself, try and learn to remind yourself of your best features; and qualities which may not be obvious to others.