This is What I Do

I play the music loud
To drown out the sound of angry people
I walk with my head down
So I dont have to see this ugly world
I cut myself

To let out all my problems
I put on a fake smile
So friends and family wont see my broken heart
I keep my writing to myself
To keep people from see what really goes thru my head
I laugh off mean comments
So my head dosent let my heart know what happened
I do this everyday
To keep me alive