Hell

this is a poem I wrote when I was comlpetly pissed off and was really really not healthy in a mental state... I am still dealing with this s**t, but meh. Hope you like.

It's dark... To dark...
But iam use to the darkness...
For i have lived in it for to long...

It's time i leave and reveal myself...

Iam weak, TO weak.
I can't live another day faking this smile,
and pretending everything is fine... (ITS NOT FINE!)

Iam a prisoner of my so called family.
But thats all going to change.
When the date of my birth arrives for the 16th time.
These heavy chains that bind me will disapear,
and when that happens i will leave this hell...

People think hell is just a place under the earth.
That it is nothing but bright flames and fire...
But thats not what i see...

Hell is nothing but a cold, dark place.
Where no one can hear your screams( Why can't anyone hear my screams?)
It fills your body with nothing but fear and hatred.

Iam weak, TO weak (Why am i so weak?!)
I can't live another day in this f***ing hell!
And dream of the day these chains let me free.

It's been so long sense i've seen light.
It's so cold and dark...
It's all i will ever know...