Flash Back

I close my eyes and let my mind flash back,
Flash back to the past,
The past I never want to see again,
The past that haunts me.
You slam your door,
And scream and shout.
I thought it was just another one of your tantrums,
But this time,
This time it was different.
You throw everything in your way,
You rip and tear your sheets.
I go and see if you are alright,
Your in a corner,
Curled up in a ball,
Shaking uncontrollably.
You wouldn't let anyone near you,
You cheeks were red,
And damp from tears.
He just sits downstairs,
As you tell me you need more pills,
You keep begging me for more.
I know not to get close to you,
I know you'll hurt me again,
I know you'll be the source of another scar.
We don't know how many pills you took,
We don't know how badly it'll effect you.
We rush you to the hospital in the middle of the night.
I lay there on chairs in the waiting room,
Letting sleep take over my body,
I don't know if you even know,
How much you scared me that night.
I don't know what I'd do with out you.
We've been through so much stuff together.
I'll always love you sis.