Become Messiah

I hate what i've become
I can't let go
But i can't hold on
This girl brings on slaughter
to everyone
She's the reason i am
Who i have become

She's the mask i wear to hide from them
She's the reason i am, the reason i live
She will be with you until i am dead
Or perhaps she's forever in your head?

I can not stand what i have become
A million tears
I fear to which i am drunk
Theres a story untold about everyone
The slaughtered, condemned
cause of what i've become.