hollow and blind?

a empty hollow heart creates cold dead eyes

left alone and forgotten for too long my heart forgets what love is

and now I know not what to do with it

full rejection is the only answer, deny it all

hollowing my heart was the hardest thing i ever did 

now it seems as if I didn't

I just want this to go away

I mourn for the loss of the emptiness

I weep to the sounds of love 

hearing the birds singing their songs of love are the most somber times in my life

they remind me of everything I just let pass by

they make want to just disappear or start over 

love has been been like glasses 

everything that was blurry before is crystal clear now

I see everything I've been missing

but, somehow I still can not actually find you 

you filled my heart back up 

how did you did you that

I took so much time to hollow it out and you flooded it

so this is what i have missing all my life 

I thank you for makeing me whole again and wish you a goodbye and hope to find you again