who i am

outside my window a world awaits

outside my window new thoughts to intake

a thousand days and nights pass

still i shall remain trapped

within whom you wanted me to be

within someone who is not me

i fake a smile

pose a laugh

never stating one fact

i fall upon bed of nails

to find out i shall never inhale the sweet sensation

of being out of your temptation

for who i am

is not for u

for who i am  is opposed to u