ive lost me

Beep,beep...

beep, beep...

is all i hear

the silent ringing within my ear

frustration builds

i want to scream

know one knows a single thing

my eyes grow heavy

spirit light

no use putting up a fight

iv lost me

within this struggle

ive lost  me, just me

i use to be happy, now im sad

the yelling and fighting..

no longer makes me mad

ive lost me but thats not who i wanted to lose

its not her or him or even you

you wouldnt understand my pain

until your sitting

open vein

no sight of hope within your brain

ive lost me. and only me

ill scream ill yell,

theres not chance in hell

my words grow soft my tears heavy

ive lost me