dying inside

numbness never settles

my heart constantly pounds

my soul never lifts from this stone cold ground

the sunshine taunts me

with its bright eyed laugh

i fall to the deep waves of the green, green grass

the wind whispers

the sun fades

again comes my dark grey days

screams overcome the wind

and my heart beats heavily within my head

im living life but im living dead

my throat grows dry

my face wet

ive been swept in the dew and left

drowning in the ponds of my despair

no sunshine warming the air

clouds grow heavy

i grow weak

my day so dark, im so meek

im living life but im living dead

i watch the sun

i bow my head