the day that I walked away

Sweet anger coat my feelings
hold me close, caress my face
lead me to loneliness
kiss me with hate
hands in pockets eyes to the ground
i walked away without a sound
silence in the middle of crowd
the people blend in to my nothing
everything that ever meant anything disappeared
only to haunt each beat of my non-existent heart
what had I done?
love suicide put me to rest
i jumped off the bridge
a girl envious

I peered out the window to see each moment blur by
I remembered the seconds that felt like minutes with you
The way each kiss was quick but lingered
the way the butterflies came and faded
as you looked at me then looked away
the way I melted in your arms
the way you made you smile when I'll I wanted was to cry
you were happiness when I had no happiness left
your that warm feeling in my heart i never want to put to rest
reality came back
and i realized you where gone
why was i so foolish? why didn't i hold on?

Silence
and more silence
the sound of my heart no longer beats
until i fade back to those memories
i love you always