mirage temptation

it has been so long

and i wish i could write to you

no i can't decipher what follows me

it's either your eyes or another mirage

but powerful as you are

even a mirage is enough to breed doubt

i miss you 

but i must not seek you

and sink again in blight

is everything alright?

do you miss me?

those answers add to the reasons why i must kill this feeling and everything connected to it

before it kills us

will you hate me?

when i come back

if i come back

i may be a different person

should i still walk?