When?

Why don’t you understand?

When a person is taking so much pain
standing to get up from the pit

You think I am resilient and strong
Never you felt or see my eyes with unseen tears

You think I can still survive, that you
are good and can withstand any torture

How come someone ask me cant I get sex with me or my husband
do you think they know what sex is when asking for a sex

When whole family knowing about me and my son
survives so much pain, you just say you both are happy
since long time and why do you think I have done wrong to you

I would say nothing and nothing I can ask to you
because we are dead when you corssed the wedding line of yours

I just asked whether you really loved me
I didn’t even when you were a foot distance to me, because
I know you are not that type of man where you can cheat me

After seeing me my son crying in late nights why my mom left me
then also I didn’t asked will you marry me because my son
cried why mom is suffering and why she is poor cant afford anything for me.

Even after knowing all these scenes runnin in the mind of few people
I could have asked your sister where is your brother, but lately I understood
she is fighting for your family and wedlock but never thought how I came for you,
but just looked at me as one more woman disturbing her brother

Many people seeing my and my son suffering suggested wilderness to you
and you know you should sleep with men or women,…...

What are all these what for I am going through when I asked my God
he said we need to teach few beings who are not understanding how to live
I can help out such woman, because woman in 60s feels like in 30s and making dance with her 30s in daugther..

But you have very lately understood that these people are like
Bhasmasura, where he took boon to kill anybody from God and he wanted to kill God also to become
all powerful, who ultimately got killed by God.


When and when you will stop these and find me and my son safely to unseen home
which we are waiting for and I don’t need permission to ask anyone and we don’t need to inform any…


Jessy Jacob ❤️

Reviews

[JessyJacob]

Try to forgive me if I said anything wrong.. but everyone knows what they have done to me forget about my son..
I didn't wanted to write a poem blaming everyone but this is what I understood with my broken mind.. which you say i am ill mentally..