How a struggling person lives ..

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My life as a single woman has moved through many ups and downs. There were times when it could have become unbearably difficult, but my son stood by me with unwavering support. My faith guided me when I felt lost, and my parents, with their quiet strength, held me together when I was close to breaking.

To some, my life may seem very hard. And at times, it truly was�"because I was the one walking in these shoes, not merely observing them from afar. There were moments when the weight of it all brought me to tears, yet even my cries became a source of comfort. The people around me cared, and their presence reminded me that I was never completely alone.

Even now, I know I must continue much of this journey on my own. But I no longer feel afraid. Whatever comes�"hardship or fate�"I have gathered enough strength to face it. I have good friends, a little money to get by, and the means to visit my son. My body is healing and strong enough to endure the heat of summer, the chill of winter, and the rains that follow. I am learning the skills needed to earn my living with dignity.

I have shelter in my sister’s home, and I have the ability to work�"stitching clothes, creating designs, cooking food, and preparing tiffins. I continue to learn, exploring fashion designing, artwork, and nutrition. With these skills, I believe a woman in her mid-forties can stand on her own feet, independent and secure, without fear of losing a job or depending on others for survival.

I have built a life where I can stand steady. If illness comes, I know my siblings will be there, and my father will support me for as long as he can. I have come to understand that life can be lived with dignity�"without begging, without losing oneself�"by using one’s strength and wisdom.

This is the result of the path I have walked, the discipline I have followed, and the lessons I have learned. I believe one does not need to lie, deceive, or compromise honesty to survive. With truth, goodwill, and courage, it is possible to stand firm and face life with integrity.

There were times when fear gripped me�"fear of losing everything, of being left with nothing, of losing my mind or my place in this world. But now, I feel that fear no longer controls me.

Dear God, have I passed your test?

I know this journey was not mine alone. Every person who stood by me, every hand that helped me rise, is part of my story. I am deeply grateful�"to life, to those around me, and to you.

And with all my heart, I still hold love�"for you, my dear husband.

�" Jessy Jacob ❤️

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Reviews

[Davidgeo]

You should come to America. Most Americans are lazy and entitled. You would outpace them. Mohdi is a f*****g a*****e who facilitates an oligarchal rule over an antiquated caste system. It is fundamentally unjust. There is quite literally a billion people in your region... start a revolution. America is about to lash out on our own corrupt oligarchy. In 7 months the world will change. Look at what just happened in Hungary. Orban is no more. If India could do the same with Mohdi and we can do the same thing with Trump, the entire world would change. Rapidly. People need to stop being satisfied with struggling just to "get by" and start fighting for something more. What do we really have to lose? More nothing?