I know only to struggle to get things done ..

**Exams of My Life**
*By Jessy Jacob ❤️*

I know only one thing �"
to work,
and to work hard.

Through sleepless nights
I hold my books close,
until the last page bows to my effort.
Till the exam is done,
sleep is not mine.
Only after the battle ends
do I rest my weary eyes.

I lived inside my studies,
breathing lessons,
dreaming questions,
surviving on hope.

Even with my child in my arms,
I wrote my exams.
My focus never trembled.
I carried my son in one hand,
and my dreams in the other.
And I did not let either fall.

Maybe God saw my struggle.
Maybe He chose me
to walk these fires
and come out strong.

I loved Him sincerely,
without cheating,
without turning away.
He gave me an exam �"
and I passed.

Yet in passing,
I did not see
what quietly slipped away �"
my simple life with God,
the peace I once knew.

Still, I never imagined
a day I would feel alone,
away from my son,
living far from the life I built.

I took another exam,
promising myself
this time I would balance it all �"
my child, my calling, my faith.

But another test came.
And in that exam,
I lost everything I thought I had.

Now I reach for God again,
half alive,
half walking through danger,
still writing the hardest paper of my life.

I miss my son.
I only wanted a safe world for him.
I never knew that in seeking it,
I would feel far from both
my God
and my child.

I know now �"
the tests are not over.
God will test me again.
But I am not afraid.

Because through every journey,
every night without sleep,
every tear,
every loss �"

I was never truly alone.

God walked with me.
My son lives in my heart.
And I am still writing
my story of strength.

�" **Jessy Jacob ❤️

Reviews

[Mila]

Theres something addictive about your writing.

[JessyJacob]

Thank you for review. My addiction is my man, he is positive addiction that makes me to live for him..

[Mila]

As I mentioned to you earlier, I had some really cool ideas after reading it, so let me tell you a bit about myself first....

I'm a digital concept artist and I mostly create Art scenes for writers based on their stories and projects.