How much you adore but why am I not?

Am I not retaliating to you

You used caustic words that i am making way but have you ever thought how much I missed you, on that day I was praying and chanting your name "i love you Jacob". I was waiting for your call you never replied i waited and waited I died into change of my misery.

You didn't even allow me to propose you though I told you you ignored my messages did I ever ask why did you do that to me.

You never said i am in serious and sincere love with me, but said you missed me that wasn't enough for my stupid brain to wait for ages so far for many hours that passed into days then months and then to years.

I came all the way only for you though you didn't asked me but asked me come home, where is that home that was filled with laughter of apps and nice aroma of mom's food, I don't see them, you didn't even allowed me to serve them with my hands and touch their heart with my love.

You listened to my voice saw my tears and came to wipe them off but i screamed Jacob I can't live without you and you didn't pay attention and left me and I don't know whether that is the last seen of you...


I am missing you Jacob
Just love is not enough to make family we need to commit to stay together and i am not sure when is that going to happen but eyes tirelessly wait for you in the route to our heavenly home, because I can't come to home which took my parents away, if you still insist me to come 🏡 home, promise me one more time that you are committing to me to stay together.

Jessy Jacob ❤️