Today I heard which I never thought I would

I think how much patience i have but I just outburst with words which i never want to say. When you say it out and when you cry you let the pain, but still the root cause who hurted you still remains hurting in my heart why i am facing this life.

I see my son picture and my tears doesn't stop where i could express my pain when my son is that far.

My mother said i am not family woman. Why did she say everything whole world is watching me when. It hurted it pierced into my heart that hit my god whom I trusted but was never with me in my thoughts time. My harsh words that hurts what was my life, now sleeping in small room with sweat and my mother watching instagram in her air conditioned room, not even asking me sleep with her. She is not bothered that I am getting sweat but she wants one more AC in hall too
I never know my mother hates me this much. I did everything i could I did more than any daughter could do to her mother. I am even ready to take that cancer in my body which she is suffering with.
Nobody understands me except my son. Because these days my god whom I loved more than any also passing words may be he is under torture which he can't console me, i don't understand how that evil dead will hurts when it doesn't have humanity human body. I am not scared of her, she is the reason for our suffering and not only she lost her character and humanity now trying to kill us, I am sure her end is coming near how much this earth will see her evil and few other hounds too the putin the TD and few more who are hiding

What is the life when I lost my loved ones what should I breathe for when I am not with my family.

Jessy Jacob ❤️