i see happiness with him......

As a woman, i learnt to adjust with time and people, 

I know when my mother gets angry, i cant argue, not raise voice

i just keep quiet, I hold my breath, so was with my dad, sometimes

makes you not to withhold your pain you are hurt with the words they say, 

but when they calm down, the love over me is immeasurable.

So i made myself to be calm and make them understand with my writing 

which i write for myself and i say to my four walls that surround me

I see my husband now upset with too many things going around, if i dont 

make him comfortable, how he will manage his anger, with anger health 

worsens, with stress and uncontrollable pain. I know him what he is and 

what he is capable of, in anger we lose our tongue we say so many words

that kept hurting and we defense ourself and our beloveds, so i remain 

silent though i get hurt seeing him suffering, i know him its just anger, 

he gets better after he vents out. 

This is my inner voice, which i remain, i cope with this and it is not compromise, but

a reaction to anger when it hits him, nothing can happen wrong, and we need to 

sustain the angry, and the situations which made him angry. 

I love my parents, and him so much, and he loves me more, and i know his anger is for

the momentary, and we have our love that makes us together. 

Jessy Jacob.