Frozen by fear

At times you are so afraid to make a move or decisions, afraid of the particular stage of life and outcome, and I hate it

I am literally Terrified

I am afraid the fear will make me paralyzed

I am shaking like a small branch in the storm

I am deaf, blind and confused

I am afraid to take steps forward

I am standstill and fragile

I am not sure which is safe

I understand no leap is safe leap

I am hesitant to take that leap

I am afraid the fear of fire will burn me to extreme

I am frozen, totally lost

One day at a time policy changed

One second at a time is even scares me

I am ignoring basic things

I am trying to take stupid decisions

The fear is like a virulent, malignant. cancer

I can not find the way out

I am waiting still afraid to even wait

I need help that I know for sure

I need to pull myself from this fear

I am still wondering how I will do it