Freedom from remnants of past

I want to live in this present moment

Nostalgia and past chronic trauma almost making it impossible to live currently

I need a rejuvenating bath

I want to shed all the negative remnants of past

I need real strong dust blowers

I need new pictures and dreams

I want to live at this minute

I know for sure that is  only what I have some control

The miserable past won't do no good

The uncertain future is also not good

I just want to live at this moment
I have to travel away from past

I have to embrace new real facts and rough realities

I wish sometimes I can go back to my comfort zone in the past

I have to live today