May 26,10:00

I always kept trying to convince myself that even though Alan was hot, his personality was absolute BS.

But today,I somehow forgot.

I think he got a new haircut.I have to say, bangs suit him.

When I was in eighth grade,I'd always try to find a way to get him to like me.But now,I've realised he's never going to like an ugly, nerdy girl like me.

But I can still LOOK at him, right ?And that's exactly what I want to do.Just keep looking at him, forever...