the day for us....

The day starts with his message waiting to be read

I search my phone to see first his message, to check still how

long he was waiting for me to read, he just says not good night, 

he gives warm hug saying " I love you Honey! 

We struggled through what our affair led to, I started my journey 

with him that I will marry him, the decision was so firm in our eyes, 

but situations changed, he drifted to protect me from storm that 

covered our paths making fog to block our ways drifting the sign boards and 

milestones to start over in reverse direction, so they messed the paths not knowing where we are going.

At this mid age we ended with routes that were not seen to cross each other and we 

stick to ourselves that one day we will be together even that death will not block our ways

it was our mistake to let people effect our lives with misery, we believed in God, though 

we are apart, we will be together, for us our parents sacrificed their life waiting for us to be fine

when people say we don't have emotions seeing us, don't know how much we were shattered 

in living separately, if love seen is only with the emotion they think, then newborn doesn't know how to hug

but knows whose her or his mom and dad, they can detect the sense of touch the sight of them, my feelings

are not in a poem i express it takes few lives to understand who we are and what is the depth of love we had,

We are together in ups and downs we lead life that no one can dare to in this fast life, where there 

are roads and pubs to sleep, we had so many chances to get relieved our sexual desire if we want, we 

waited and waiting for the right time and who says we never kissed too, he kisses me every second and hugs me 

24 7 and we love in nights, we cam and f**k, i would say so bluntly to make understand few, very honestly 

in the last meet we had our responsibilities and we know how to live where to love, I am sorry please and kindly don't misunderstand that we don't have emotions, he waited for me 2 years for literally to kiss me, and i know how few felt 

jealous of us and drifted our ways for their inner motives with brutal hearts. I know how they hurts us even when we kiss and their eyes haunts us hurting us with pain, not to make love, what is that you are thinking that you are stopping us in loving if that is your thought then i would say you never know what is love and don't feel you are in love. 

This is the day which i wanted to convey my feelings in this new book,

-jessy jacob. 

Reviews

[Soren]

A great introduction that lays out the theme of love and some of its components. Nicely written

[JessyJacob]

Thank you soren.

[Soren]

Most welcome