Theology through my eyes

Beautiful theology of Hinduism through my eyes i am not a philosopher but a devotee who has seen God in every cell of my body. I wrote my analysis below.

sri goda devi written tamil pasuras
About praising lord ranganatha in Sri velliputhore,
She is another avatar of goddess Lakshmi devi
She used to make garlands check on herself whether they look good on idol of lord ranganatha.

Similarly if we see meera bhai, was a devotee of lord krishna lived and dedicated her life to God. She used to write beautiful keertans praising lord.

Both worshiped idols and married the lord and lived life treating themselves as wife to Him.

I am not that strong in writing praising God i have my own style of poems i usually write about Him
And I made my poems into a short novel.

To the best i write teasing him cuddling him as grown up boy I never saw I am old or young I just seen him as my beloved who adored me back.

I dedicate my poems at his lotus feet and I pray to him to take care of my soul which chants his name and no other.

I wish I am with him every birth I take
In every birth I breathe his name
In every breath i write his name
His name I pray with every flower that are grown on this earth
In every flower I offer their scent to make him fresh
In that every scent I decorate him with garlands
In those garlands i stitch with needle to make him look adorable

Every song i write and sing with my voilin to make his ears hear soothing frequency of my lyrics

Every food I cook with my own hands
I make him taste every dish I offer to him

Every thread color I select his vastram to make him look great with silk and zari of silver and gold

I did pooja sahasram abhishekam alankaram shodashoparajam ashotharam annaprasada aragimpu and then make him rest till the evening arti and nidra seva. He sleeps in cradle with me massaging his legs over my lap. I wake him up again with suprabatham to get ready for the next day ritual. Inbetween he asks me Rani get my flute I want you to rest and let me rest on my bed with music. I say i am not tired and you are getting late to give darshan to devotees so don't worry about me.

When my parents ask me what God has given to you i say he made me his wife for a woman what is greater than becoming wife to God. I am happy daddy now I am not alone and you both be free from tension that i am alone.

When my son asks me did God made you happy i say he himself is my happiness what can I ask him again. To me you are my bold son and he is my proud husband.

When people say to me how could you see God only in your heart and you never felt the life in idol. I said i have seen him in idol when I didn't meet him after I met him I see him in his pictures that I found. He has given his time and stayed in me a voice far and hugs me and teases me in night and sleeps with me.

---jessy jacob ❤️

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Hinduism rich in symbolism and myth it has a god for everything.

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